"Snake God"
By Amanda Swiftgold

Part Four: Child of Darkness, Child of Light

      The forest was dark, peaceful but not quiet. Even at midday the canopy of branches and leaves overhead blocked out the light, but still life thrived here, despite the stories of the clan. The sound of birds, small rodents that jumped from limb to limb, predators, prey: all these lived here contentedly in the night.
      One other lived in the Dark Sister now, one who hunted those who had been there before, one who lived in a rough shelter in a clearing next to the river. Sekhmet stood on a branch in the top of a tree, leaning back against its trunk, looking out over the forest, stretching far to the east and west. As he glanced to the north he could see smoke from the fires of the clan, and sighed.
      The wind blew fiercely at this height, whipping the ends of his hair into his face. He brushed them away in annoyance and continued to look around. Off to the east he thought he could see the most activity, and decided that there would be where he would hunt that day. Sekhmet climbed out of the tree, swinging down to the ground.
      His clearing was not far away, and when he got there he started a fire, setting it to burn slowly, with little heat. He pulled a kettle out from just inside the doorway of his shelter, a structure that looked as if it would fall over any second. But it was enough for him, and filling the kettle with water from the river he set it to hang over the fire.
      He'd stolen the kettle from someone in the clan who had foolishly left it outdoors, as he had most of the things he couldn't make in the forest. He disliked going back there, sneaking around in the night. Hopefully I won't have to go back there any more. Well, that should do it. The water will have boiled by the time I get back.
      He wore his sword, as always, and his knife in his belt. He got a bow and arrows from inside his house, more things he'd taken, and headed eastward, ready for the hunt. As he walked he found that his thoughts kept turning to Lyonta, as they had more and more recently. He kept telling himself that she had gone on and was living her life, and after all this time he should have been able to make himself believe it.
      It wasn't working. He concentrated on looking for signs of animals, anything he could kill and eat. Animals had been scarce lately, and he was getting so tired of fish, especially since there was nothing else to eat with it. I wonder if I'll be reduced to eating grass like the deer soon, he mused, trying to walk softly so he wouldn't surprise any potential dinner.
      There was a faint rustling, and slowly he loaded the bow, glancing around. Another noise, soft, and definitely made by something living. The leaves of a bush not far away began to move, and he aimed at it. It looks large... a deer? he thought hopefully. A figure appeared above the bush, coming out from inside it, and he let the arrow fly.
      "Hey!" Lyonta cried out, standing there with a look of extreme surprise. The arrow stuck out of the trunk of the tree right behind her, and Sekhmet let the bow drop from his fingers, rushing over to her.
      "Lyonta! What are you doing here? Are you all right?"
      "I'm fine. You really should work on your aim." She glanced wryly at the arrow and then pulled it out, handing it to him. "On second thought, maybe not." She pushed through the bushes to stand next to him, picking up his bow and handing it to him as well. He took it and slung it over his shoulder without really noticing.
      "But, what are you doing here?"
      "Here? The hem of my robe got caught on a stupid bush, and I sat down to get it off, and then I stood up and you tried to shoot me." She grinned, brushing wisps of brown hair back against her head, and they continually fell forward. She didn't really seem to care. "Please don't do that again."
      "No, I mean here in the forest," he clarified, blinking at her.
      "Oh, that. I was trying to find that clearing, you know, where I took you that night. I thought you might be there. This forest really isn't so bad in the daytime at all. But I got lost," she added cheerfully, "and you found me anyway, so it doesn't really matter. What were you doing?" she said curiously, and it took a moment before he could collect enough of his wits to respond.
      "I was hunting," he said. "But I can hardly find anything. Everything hides in this forest."
      "Everything hides in every forest," she said. "So where are you living?"
      "Off to the west. But I really need food, and I think there's something the other way."
      "Oh, food? Here." Lyonta pulled a sack from her sash and tossed it to him. It was heavy and bloodstained. "This'll do for now." He looked inside and saw the carcasses of a small rabbit and three squirrels. Suddenly he noticed the bow on her back, the arrows at her side.
      "You hunt?"
      "Yes," she replied as they began to walk back. "My mother died giving birth to me, and father raised me the best way he knew how. Like a boy. I hunt, and I fight, and the other girls just hate me. But the boys aren't too happy about me either. So I hunt by myself in the light forest, where everyone else hunts. Lots of animals there."
      "Not much here," Sekhmet muttered, swinging the sack back and forth.
      "Does your father visit often?" she asked abruptly, looking up at him. He shrugged.
      "Sometimes. Not recently, though. He's always busy with something." Busy with the Dynasty, and still he warns me not to join it! I wish he'd tell me what's going on...
      "He's very intriguing. Can you do anything like that? Healing, I mean."
      "No, not really. He's the one with real powers, not me. I just scare people." He pushed away an overhanging branch, revealing the small path to the clearing. She preceded him down the trail.
      "That's just because they're idiots." Lyonta declared, entering the area. She stopped short, staring around, hands on her hips. "Is this it?" He nodded. "Oh, boy. Do you need help!" She made a clucking sound with her tongue. "This is truly primitive. It would have been primitive five hundred years ago!"
      Sekhmet was about to get defensive when he realized she was just teasing. "Well, I do have running water," he stated, gesturing in the direction of the river.
      "If it was in the house I'd be impressed." She wandered over to his shelter, peering inside.
      "You try building a house in a river." Sekhmet went over to the fire. The kettle was heating up, but the water wasn't very warm yet. He added more sticks to the fire and sat down, taking his knife and opening the sack.
      She sat next to him and pulled out her own knife, holding out her hand. He pulled a squirrel out by the tail and gave it to her. They started skinning the carcasses, and then, for no reason, Lyonta began to chuckle. "So that's where it went."
      "What's so funny?" he said, peeling the fur away.
      "That kettle. It disappeared from outside Rui's house, and she actually blamed me for stealing it!" Lyonta pitched her voice higher, making it screech. "Now, Lyonta, I know you've had your eye on my kettle for some time now, and if you give it back now there won't be any trouble!"
      He burst out laughing, and with an impish smile she returned to her own voice. "Why, no, Rui, I couldn't care less about your stupid old kettle! Actually, I've had my eye on your husband, but everyone knows that dogs are so loyal to their masters. I wouldn't have a chance!" They laughed, and she grabbed another squirrel.
      He stood up and got a skin full of grasses and leaves from inside, along with a scarred wooden spoon. He dumped some of the leaves into the water, as well as a few bones from the squirrels. Lyonta speared chunks of meat on a stick and browned them in the flames before tossing them into the pot.
      "Let's let that cook," she announced. "There's a lot of work to do here! This place is adequate, but you need more than walls to make a house. Let me see what I can do."
      "That's very nice," he said dubiously, "but I don't think there is much you can do."
      "Of course there is. You haven't seen me when I have an important task to do." She turned around and surveyed the surroundings, biting her lip.
      "But I'm going to, right?"
      "Of course. I'm coming back here, you know. This isn't over yet!" She turned to face him, eyes getting wide and sad. "Unless you don't want me to come."
      Sekhmet smiled at her. "Of course I do!" Somehow, he felt at ease around her. She wasn't afraid of him at all, and that was a pleasant change.
      She shoved him lightly. "I knew you'd say that. I don't suppose you have bowls, do you? That stew is starting to smell really good. I don't care if it hasn't all cooked together yet. We can start after we eat."
      "Well, no. I just kind of eat out of the pot."
      "Male," she snorted. "Oh, well, make do with what you've got. And my father thinks I'm out hunting, since I do every day, so I can come here with no problem."
      Sekhmet gave her a puzzled expression, slowly realizing what she was talking about. She sure does change the subject a lot! "Ah. Well, that's a good thing. They'd be mad."
      "Yeah, I know," she chuckled. "But's what's life without risks? Eat, you fool, before I have it all!"

      And so Lyonta invited herself into his life. She came to the forest almost every day, bringing him things for his shelter. And sometime, when, he was wasn't exactly sure, it stopped being just a shelter and became a house. He didn't know if he'd even been this happy, and he looked forward to the times when she'd suddenly appear, always somehow making him laugh.
      A few times, she'd brought Datai, and he wasn't so happy about that. For some reason he seemed to see him as an intruder, but he didn't come often, being busy with the war. And even Essah visited once in a while. And so he was happy, for the first time in his life.
      He didn't want it to end, ever, but a nagging feeling told him that it would. He had that feeling often, but was growing good at ignoring it. And so he did, again and again, until he forgot about it altogether.

      They were on a low hill, looking out at the forest below. The sun beat down warmly on them, brightening an otherwise plain late summer day. The trees were few and sparse here, the hill rather like a bald head. Lyonta sighed and leaned back on her hands. "It really looks different in the daytime. You'd never think that this was the Dark Sister, the forest that supposedly eats little children when they're naughty."
      "Yes, it's not so bad, once you get used to it," he responded. She glanced over at him.
      "That's true about other things, as well," she said softly.
      "What's that supposed to mean?" he asked, comfortable with teasing her now. In fact, they teased each other all the time. For some reason she always made him feel like laughing.
      She sat up straight, raising her hands in a protesting gesture. "Nothing. Nothing. Absolutely nothing at all."
      "Yeah, right," Sekhmet said derisively, grinning. She pouted.
      "Do you doubt me? Are you trying to start something?" She wore a mock-serious look, and then suddenly knocked him over onto his back, placing a knee on his chest. "Is this a good day to die?" He could only laugh at her, and she put her hands on her hips. "He laughs! Well, are you going to be sorry..." She grabbed onto his neck threateningly.
      "Gods, Lyonta," he gasped through his laughter, "where did you learn that?"
      She shrugged, fingers still curled loosely around his neck. "When I was little... could beat any boy in town. Never had a chance to see about you, though. Want to try me, huh? Come on, try." She looked haughtily at him. "Bet you can't. You can't! Hah!"
      He chuckled and suddenly flipped over, pinning her down. He pushed out of his mind the thought that they were so close, so close... pushed it safely away where it wouldn't get in the way of their fun. She shrieked.
      "I can too." he said slowly, and she struggled, tightening her grasp on his neck. It was hardly life-threatening, but still uncomfortable, so Sekhmet pried her hands away and held them above her head.
      "No fair!" Lyonta cried. "That's no fair! You're bigger than me!"
      "Say you give up."
      "No, never!" She shrieked again, and then suddenly began to laugh. "No, I don't give up!" She tried to yank her wrists out of his grasp. "Come on!"
      "No, not until you say you give up!" She nudged him in the rib with her knee. "Quit that. Come on, say it!"
      "No! I'd rather die first, you fiend!"
      "Fiend?" He looked down at her, smiling widely. "All right, you've lost it now. You'd better be locked up. No one will trust you with the children anymore. Better give up."
      "They don't trust me with the children as it is!" He poked her in the side and she laughed breathlessly, twisting to get away. "Stop that! Stop it! All right, damn you, I give up!" Lyonta giggled almost insanely. "You've won! Stop rubbing it in my face!" He laughed and let her up. She glared at him. "Oh, you are so mean. I'm not speaking to you anymore." She stuck her tongue out at him and turned away for about three seconds before looking back. "You've got grass in your hair."
      "So do you."
      "Ah, but you see, I can pull it off as high fashion. You, on the other hand, just look like a fool."
      "Fashion!" Sekhmet exclaimed. "You look like you were rolling around in the grass. You were rolling around in the grass."
      "Nobody understands." she sniffed. "See, I'd look just like one of those maidens sleeping in the fields, dreaming of her lover returning from war. You," she raised her eyebrow, looking at him closely, "were sleeping in a haystack."
      "Oh, so you're poetry and I'm a haystack. How does one get to be poetry?" He began picking pieces of grass out of her hair.
      "Ah, but if I told you that I'd have to kill you." She laughed, returning the gesture. "So, what exactly were we doing?"
      "Hunting, I think," he replied, inwardly wondering what exactly had just gone on.
      "Well then, we'd better do that." Lyonta sprang to her feet, snatching up her bow. "I bet I'll make the first kill."
      Sekhmet stood as well. "You will not!"
      "Will too!"

      They walked silently, so as not to disturb their prey. The light was making its way through the thick leaves in places, rays of sun glittering down onto the path. Lyonta stood in one of the patches and held her kill up by its long ears for him to see. "I said I would make the first kill," she announced proudly.
      "It was just luck," he argued, crossing his arms. "I would have gotten it if you hadn't bumped my arm. Hey," he realized, "that's not fair!" She put the rabbit in a sack and laughed at him.
      "That's the way it goes, Sekhmet," she responded, crossing her own arms. "Just face it. I'm better than you."
      "Hah." He felt a strange flicker of something in his mind, but it left quickly, and he forgot about it. "If you didn't cheat, then you wouldn't win all the time!"
      "I do not cheat!" It was his turn to laugh, and she stuck out her lower lip, pouting. "I do not. Say I don't, or I'll cry!"
      "No, you can't pull that on me! I know you too well, Lyonta! It doesn't work--" A sudden crash of pain rushed through his mind, and he fell to his knees, clutching his head. He faintly heard Lyonta call out to him, and then Essah's voice pounded in his ears.
      >>I regret the pain, my son, but it was necessary to get your attention. You must beware! Talpa is sending soldiers after you, and I can neither come to help you nor detain them. You must fight them, Sekhmet! They cannot win!<< With an abrupt rush of nothingness, the world returned to him, spinning in circles.
      "Sekhmet!" she exclaimed, kneeling next to him, holding his hand. "Please, what's wrong? Are you all right?"
      He pointed off down the trail, searching for the words. "Watch out!" was all he could manage before there was a sudden darkness from the sky above, and a flash of lightning, and then there were immense Dynasty soldiers standing in front of them.
      Lyonta gasped, "What are they?" as she and Sekhmet stood to face them.
      He pulled out his sword, answering, "Dynasty soldiers. We have to fight them!" Lyonta nodded. Almost everyone had heard about Talpa and the Dynasty, the stories being passed down over almost five hundred years. She loaded her bow, aimed, and fired in one fluid motion. The arrow bounced harmlessly off the soldier's metal carapace.
      "Oh, shit," she whispered. Their four opponents charged at them, and Sekhmet swept with his sword as the first one drew near, aiming for its legs. It evaded clumsily. Thankfully, he noticed that they were all coming at him and not attacking Lyonta. She had her knife out but it wasn't doing much good.
      Suddenly one of the armored things got the idea to use her as a hostage. It swung at her with its chain just as Sekhmet disposed of another, slashing it through. She dodged away, and when he glanced at her another soldier hit the sword out of his hand with a vicious strike from its spear. He fell to the ground, his breath knocked out of him.
      The blade clattered away to land near Lyonta, and she picked it up swiftly and lunged. The soldier went down, and the remaining one grabbed for her, catching her robe in its fingers. It hoisted her into the air by her shoulders as she struggled. Sekhmet tried to get to his feet, tried to help her, but she was too far away.
      An arc of light raced from the soldier's eyes and hit Lyonta, surrounding her with the glow. She screamed, and his sword dropped from her fingers as her body went limp. Sekhmet cried out to her as the soldier lifted and threw her hard against a huge tree. She fell to the ground and didn't move.
      "You bastard!" he snarled, getting his sword and swinging it with all his might. The soldier laughed and parried with a spear. Furious, he pushed forward and overwhelmed it, destroying the thing with a well-timed blow. The smoke rushed out of the broken body as he shoved the sword back in his belt and ran over to where Lyonta lay, bleeding from a gash on her forehead.
      "No," he said softly, bending over her, feeling her neck for the pulse. She still lived, and even as he watched she took a shallow, shuddering breath. He sighed in relief and carefully gathered her up into his arms, walking slowly back to his house, glancing around for signs of any more soldiers. Sekhmet reached it without incident and went inside, laying her on the bed.
      He washed the wound and bandaged it, ignoring his own, and then sat next to her, bending close. "Please, Lyonta, be all right," he said. "You've helped me so many times. I couldn't stand it if I couldn't help you!" She didn't move, didn't respond, and he jumped to his feet angrily. "Damn it, don't do this to me!" he shouted, wanting to hit something, destroy something in his anger. He settled on pacing around the house.
      It was a while before she began to stir, waking very slowly. She muttered to herself, saying things Sekhmet couldn't make out. Suddenly she sat upright and her eyes flew open, filled with horror, and she began to scream again, loud and unceasing. He rushed to her side and tried to calm her, but to no avail. Finally he just took her in his arms and held her as she thrashed and struggled, and then her screams died down and she ended up sobbing into the front of his robe.
      "No, he's going to take over the world! You have to stop him, please, I saw you there, you have to stop him! You can, you have to! He's going to kill us all!" she wailed.
      "Who?" he asked softly, stroking her hair.
      Lyonta choked back the tears and replied, calming down, "It's Talpa, I saw him, and I saw you, and the whole world was dead and he was laughing... that laugh..." She shuddered and pressed her cheek against him, sighing. "It was horrible, but it was just a dream, you weren't there, and I'm all right now, I'm all right..."
      "No, I won't be there, I won't join Talpa, I promise." he told her, and she pulled away slightly, frowning up at him.
      "Join Talpa?" she inquired, and he began to try and explain, try and tell her everything he knew, and then suddenly, with a smile, she kissed him, stopping all his explanations instantly. She laughed at his look of surprise and stood up. "I have to go," she said softly, glancing out the open doorway and the sun setting. "My father will be waiting for his dinner. I'll come back and see you tomorrow."
      He nodded, slack-jawed, and she laughed again, a little shakily, before leaving him to stare after her in shock.

      Sekhmet sat staring at the berries on the bush, looking for the ripest ones. He picked a few and ate them, piling some of the others on the ground to bring home and save. It couldn't hurt to have food stored for later, he thought, eating another. A faint rustling sound came to his ears, but he continued what he was doing, staring at the bush. He couldn't stop the smile spreading across his face, however, as the person came closer.
      "Hello, Lyonta," he said, not turning around. He heard her stamp her foot and make a frustrated noise.
      "How did you know it was me?" she asked as she sat down, flipping her loose hair back off her shoulders. He shrugged and handed her a berry.
      "Who else would it be?" he replied, self-consciously wiping some of the juice off his face. She grinned at him and ate another, staining her lips. He found himself thinking about how nice it would be if he could kiss her, but almost as soon as he became aware of the thought he put it away. She was his friend, but nothing else ever could or would happen between them, and thinking about it wouldn't help anything. What had happened before was nothing. She had been delirious, in shock, she hadn't been in control of herself. She was only his friend. No matter how much he wished it otherwise...
      Sekhmet looked away quickly. "Are you sure no one followed you?" She sighed and nodded. "I would hate to think what would happen if they found out you were coming here," he added. She nodded again, and, strangely, he felt a little awkward. Lyonta was lost in her thoughts, and he yanked a few more berries from the bush before pushing the whole pile onto a piece of old cloth.
      Suddenly he felt her eyes on him and glanced back over at her. She had the oddest look on her face. "What's wrong?" He frowned with concern, and reached out to touch her shoulder. She took his other hand in hers and decided on a smile.
      "I'm all right," Lyonta announced hastily. "It's just that, well, I'm not exactly sure, but, I think I'm falling in love with you." His eyes opened wide, and his hand dropped away from her shoulder. "I mean, well, yes, I am." She gazed at him and grinned, and he had the feeling that maybe he should wipe the stupid look off his face, as well as the berry juice.
      "Lyonta," he managed to say. His throat had gone tight, and he could hardly form the words. "Why?" He suddenly remembered to blink.
      "I don't know," she replied. "Some things just are." He suddenly felt like crying, but that would hardly be the right thing to do. I have to learn to put a better control on my emotions. Sekhmet reached out and pulled her to him, leaning his face into her hair. She wrapped her arms around him, resting her head on his shoulder.
      "I think I knew when I saw you there on the battlefield. I felt connected to you somehow... I couldn't let you die, no matter what the others said about you. And I was right, of course. You're no demon at all. You're just as human as I am, more than most of them are... the damn fools."
      She trailed off, and he closed his eyes. Perhaps I'm dreaming. That must be it... this can't be really happening. What do I know about love? Maybe she is mistaken. I don't know what to do... But it wasn't a dream, he knew that as soon as he opened his eyes again. It was real, and he should have been happy, wanted to be happy, but a nagging thought in the back of his mind prevented him from feeling anything but dread.
      "No, no," he said suddenly, pushing her away. "Nothing good can come of this, it's wrong, you'll get hurt, I know it, so go away, please, just go away..." He leapt to his feet and backed away. "I'm a curse, and you'll get hurt, so leave, just leave!" Sekhmet hardly knew what he was saying, turning away from the shattered expression that washed across her features.
      "No!" she exclaimed somewhere behind him. "You aren't! Listen to me, that's just their lies, they don't know you! Please, turn around, listen to me! You know it, don't you dare lie to me! I know who you are!" Lyonta tugged briefly on his shoulder, but he didn't move, fighting back the helpless tears, fighting away the weakness. She came around to stand in front of him, staring up into his eyes.
      He slowly reached for the knife in his belt and drew it out. Not taking his eyes off her, he ripped his palm open with one angry slash. Blood welled out in a stream of red, and he lifted it up to show her, ignoring the pain. The blood trickled down his arm, staining his sleeve.
      "This is why I was cast out," he said in a low tone. "My blood is poison, I'm poison, and I'll hurt you if you stay here. I can't love you, I don't know how to, and I'll poison you, too. I already have. Why else would you be here and help me? Why else?" he added almost to himself.
      She shook her head mutely and took the knife from his hand. She slowly placed the edge against her palm, drawing it downward swiftly. He stared in shock, and she winced a little. She took his bleeding hand in hers, and he half-heartedly tried to pull away. "No. If your blood is poison, then it is mine now, and I take it. It's my choice, mine. You can't make me go away, Sekhmet! I'm not leaving."
      "Lyonta," he murmured painfully, "I love you. But for your sake, I can't. I... can't."
      "Love me for your sake," she replied. "For your sake, and for mine. For both of us. Damn it, you know you want to, so do it. Forget them. Forget them all." She stepped closer to him, and he held her, kissing her softly. She leaned against him, their bleeding hands still entwined together. He touched her face, streaking blood everywhere, and neither of them could care less, lost in strange emotions, forgetting everything except the now.
      He could feel the gash on his hand throb pain, and that too was insignificant compared to the other pain, the pain that came with the knowledge that happiness in his life could never last, and that this time as well would be lost. But that thought was easily misplaced as Lyonta gasped against his lips, reaching up to run her hands into his hair.
      "There's grass in your hair," she mumbled. The knife fell to the forest floor.

      Sekhmet stood in the doorway, waiting anxiously for Lyonta's arrival. Summer had passed into autumn, and autumn now was turning to winter, the air chilling. The wind was blowing almost continuously, and dead leaves flew through the air past the bare branches of the trees. That was a good thing about the weather. At least the forest wasn't so bleak. One could get so tired of the darkness sometimes.
      Lyonta showed up at the other end of the clearing and rushed over to him, her cloak whipping around behind her, and hugged him, shivering exaggeratedly. They shared a kiss before retreating inside to the fire, settling next to it, her hand in his. She had a secret smile on her face, and he wondered what had caused it.
      It was strange how it seemed so right when she was here, how the whole place seemed more right. He though of her as his wife, wished she was, but back in 'reality' Herke was trying to arrange a marriage for her, and he knew undoubtedly that he wasn't the one her father would think of.
      "Has he found anyone yet?" Sekhmet asked, frowning. She shook her head with a sigh.
      "Thankfully, no. He's always said that he couldn't pay anyone to marry me. I'm too defiant, too much like a boy for them. I've always been a handful."
      "That you have," he murmured, and she punched him playfully on the arm.
      "Be nice," she responded with a grin. "I have some important news to tell you, and I won't if you're so mean."
      "Tell me," he urged, and that smile crept back across her face.
      "I'm with child," she announced, squeezing his hand. "I'm sure about it now. I'm so excited!"
      He simply stared at her. "What? How?"
      She raised an eyebrow at him. "You know how. You see--"
      "No," he cut her off. "Your father, what is he going to do? He won't let us marry, and if he's anything like Faimbril was about me..." he let the thought trail off, and she glanced away for a moment, biting her lip unconsiously. "We have to decide."
      "You're right. But I was so happy... what should we do?" Lyonta touched her stomach lightly, glancing down, and he held her, trying to reassure her.
      "Are you willing to leave the clan and live in the forest the rest of your life?"
      "Of course," she replied immediately, hugging him. "I can leave in the spring, when it's warm enough to travel. I can hide myself till then. Run away... perhaps they'll write a song about me."
      "A song." Sekhmet echoed, sighing. "I'd sure like to hear that." And he thought about the singer, Cirian. Maybe they could find her, later, show her their child... he had promised he would return to her when Viraz was dead. "Perhaps you'll get your song," he said, smiling for her sake.
      "Of course I will," she said, tossing her head.  "How can you doubt it?  I'm the kind the person they always write songs about."  She grew quiet, looking at him searchingly.
      "I can't believe it," he began with wonder in his voice, and she reached out, guiding his hand to her stomach.
      "Soon you'll be able to feel it kicking," she whispered. "I hope it's a boy."
      "Anything," he replied softly. And it will be happy, I will make sure it's happy, and never wants at all. There was no dread here, no worry, nothing but wonder and joy and hope as he sat and looked into Lyonta's eyes and saw the promise there, the promise of freedom from the hate he'd borne all his life.
      "Everything will be all right," she told him, and he nodded, kissing her.
      "I believe you," he answered, and he did.

Part Five