"Heart Of Darkness"
By Amanda Swiftgold

Prologue: Things Unexpected

Disclaimer: I know that these characters do not belong to me, they belong to whoever owns them (Sunrise). I mean nothing bad with this so don't sue me. <g>
      This fanfic is more historically accurate than "Snake God", and it is also a lot more Japanese feeling, in my opinion. But still, it's two parts fantasy and one part history, so please don't use what I say in school reports or such... ooh, please.
      This prologue takes place during my story "Ragnarok", which may or may not be written by the time you read this. Therefore, it'll be a bit confusing, but oh well. Most of it takes place in the sixteenth century, anyway.  Please feel free to ask me questions about anything.
      Thank you Unacera for making Cale my official Second Favorite Character, which is why I'm actually writing this one now.
      Oh, also, Cale's real name in this story is actually his official real name according to People Who Know These Things (namely Theria). So, anyway, enjoy!

     

Hear me now! An existence is made up of the sum of past experiences, no matter how one may wish to put them behind. Though there is pain, there is also joy. Every experience has its own lessons to teach, through life and death, light and dark. And yet, darkness is not always evil just as light is not always pure. Hear me now! This is the sum of an existence...

      

      The place was... bright. And noisy. Incredibly noisy. Cale could hear at least five different loud pop songs blaring from where he stood. The smell of food wafted from around some corner, but he wasn't hungry, so it did nothing but add to the sudden assault on his senses.
      The four people who stood just to one side of the large gilded doorway were silent for a moment. "So..." Dayus finally said. "This is a mall."
      Sekhmet chuckled at both Dayus's remark and Chadih's little gasp of awe. "I'm just glad that we actually made it. Kayura knew what she was talking about when she said she'd rather stay back at the Shuzu house. Are you sure they really did give you a license to drive, and you didn't just magic one up?"
      "I am very sure," the white-haired man scowled. "What the other people do while driving is not my fault. You're the one who dragged us along, anyway."
      "You know why," he replied softly, and Dayus nodded.
      Cale ignored their banter as he gazed about, somewhat impressed but not showing it. "Eh, there're a lot of stores here. How are we going to find what we're looking for? Should we even be here? No. We should be back with the Ronins, figuring out a plan of action."
      Dayus raised one thin, pale eyebrow. "The Ronins are at their own jobs and with their families. There is nothing we can do about the situation now. You know as well as I do that we're stuck here. So we may as well start getting used to modern things, like this. Just relax, will you?"
      "Thank you for your words of wisdom, sensei," Cale replied, grinning. "I will do my best to take them to heart." He rolled his eyes. "Besides, if we had stayed around Mia's house too much longer, Kuru would be having a heart attack. He still jumps every time he sees us, and who knows what he thinks we're doing with his wife while he's--"
      Dayus made a sharp noise in his throat, cutting Cale off. The younger man blinked and looked innocent, and Dayus sighed and turned to look back at Sekhmet. The other former Warlord had been ignoring them. He was looking around now as well with a frown, ignoring Chadih's excited tugs on his hand as she tried to pull free from his grip. "Well, what's the name of the place that sells these clothes you're after?" Dayus asked patiently.
      He started suddenly. "Ah, Mia gave me everything we needed. Here." Sekhmet reached into a pocket and pulled out two folded sheets of paper and a rectangular piece of golden plastic.
      "Da-ad," Chadih whined, pulling at the belt of Sekhmet's long, dark coat, "I want to go look at stuff!"
      "Hush," he said distractedly, letting go of her hand to unfold the papers. He glanced at them once and then immediately passed both to Dayus. "One of these is the name of the store and the list of all the school uniform stuff Chadih needs, and the other..." he trailed off, and then finally sighed. "I don't know."
      Cale wandered over to look at a movie poster on the nearby wall. "I hope she gave you money, too."
      "That's what this is for." He held up the golden card to look at it cross-eyed. "Apparently they'll take this instead of money. If they don't, she says to have them hold onto everything and she'll come get it later."
      "Hmmf." Cale looked down in time to see the skinny girl wander by him, aiming out into the main part of the mall, and he grabbed the back of her jacket and pulled her backwards. "Where do you think you're going?" he asked sternly, though a smile still played on his face.
      She fidgeted guiltily, tugging at one of her tri-colored braids. "I want to go look at what's out there!" Chadih suddenly grabbed his hand, trying to yank him in the other direction. "Please, Cale, can we go look?" She made sad puppy eyes at him, and he glanced over to where the other two were engrossed in figuring out Mia's directions before sighing in mock-surrender.
      "All right, let's go look." She giggled happily, and he quickly told Dayus and Sekhmet what they were doing before letting her drag him out into the mall. The noise was even worse here, although there weren't as many people as there would be when the schools got out for the day. The crowds consisted mostly of retirees and housewives, which helped the two stick out even more.
      Chadih, caught up in the new experience of the mall, was oblivious to the hushed whispers her unusual appearance generated, but Cale noticed the way a group of chatty women suddenly grew silent and stared. He looked at them, smiled and winked, and turned away. His smirk grew wider as they suddenly began to giggle like schoolgirls. This is entertaining, he thought. I've missed being around so many people while I was in the Netherworld.
      Modern clothes, that still looked odd to his eyes despite the fact he was wearing them, hung in shop windows and from racks on carts out in the large aisle itself. He paused to let the girl climb up onto the edge of a large fountain and look in at all the coins that people had thrown in. She glanced up at him quizzically, wondering why money was in the fountain, and he shrugged, taking a seat next to her.
      She turned around to sit down, swinging her feet back and forth and craning her neck to try and see up onto the second floor of the mall. "Will Dad and Dayus be able to find us here?"
      He chuckled softly. "They'd be able to find us at midnight in a blizzard."
      "Oh. Because of the armors, right?" she asked in a stage whisper.
      "Right," Cale replied amusedly.
      Chadih bobbed her head in a nod. "Well, that's very handy," she drawled, sliding off the edge of the fountain. "Oh! Let's go look at this store!"
      He tried to pull her back without getting up, and failed. "I think we'd better stay here for a bit." The faster this gets done the better. I don't like what's happening in the Netherworld now, not one bit. I know we're supposed to be relaxing, but it's hard when I think about what's going on there. It's like we're just wasting time...
      "But you'd like this one," she pressed. "There's a lot of swords and armor and stuff in the window! And remember, you told me you'd teach me swords, Cale."
      "Never, never tell Sekhmet that I said that," he reminded her, standing up. "Okay, we'll look at this last one, but that's it."
      She beamed, having gotten her way again, and they went over to look in the storefront window. Cale glanced up at the sign above the door. An antique shop, hmm? Funny, this is all stuff I would have thought of as futuristic, way back when. He crouched down to see closer and read the cards in front of the items to Chadih, pointing out how old each one was. It amused him that both of them were older than nearly everything that was displayed.
      As he stood up, Cale noticed a sign taped to the window, advertising a sixteenth-century display inside the store. He considered a moment and then decided. "Let's go in this one, Chadih," he said.
      She blinked. "Really?"
      "Yeah. Don't touch anything."
      "I won't, I promise," Chadih avowed, squeezing his hand. Cale pushed open the door, and a small chime rang to let the proprietor know people were entering. The store was dimly lit to help prevent fading on the antiques, and as he looked around he noticed nobody else inside, not even the storekeeper, who was probably in a back room or something. He shrugged and searched for what could be the display he was interested in.
      He finally noticed the hand-written sign above a glass case, and, going over to it, he knelt down to better be able to look inside. The artifacts inside were lit with a special light, and undoubtedly wired against theft. Chadih leaned forward, hands on her knees, and eyed the contents critically. "Cool," she finally said, speaking softly because the atmosphere of the store seemed to demand it. "How old are these?"
      "Probably older than both of us," he said, trying to read the cards that said what everything was but having trouble because of the glare. Finally he was able to puzzle out what the cramped handwriting said. "Circa fifteen-fifties. About as old as me," he whispered to her.
      "Ooh, is that a katana?" Chadih asked, pointing towards the back of the case.
      Cale peered in and frowned. "Too big for a katana. It's more like a nodatchi. See how the blade is wider?"
      "Really? It's not like yours or even Sage's. Yours is bigger and has a different handle."
      He opened his mouth to explain to her the differences between a field nodatchi and a formal nodatchi -- not to mention the differences between a mystical yoroi's weapon and a normal one -- when the card sitting directly behind an array of women's hairsticks caught his eye. He read what was written there apprehensively, with a growing feeling of... dread? This isn't possible. There is absolutely no way this is true. No way. There is no way. No way...
      'Circa fifteen-fifties. Hairsticks with emblem of the Sasaki family. Found in vault in Tsuchi palace treasury. Presumed war trophies.'
      <sun glinted off the gold lining the jade of his mother's hairsticks as she stood in the doorway>
      Cale pressed his face closer to the glass without actually touching it. That sword... now that he thought about it, it looked familiar too...
      <his father placed his hand on his young son's head a small smile on his face as the boy tried to lift the sword up to him>
      "Hello? Cale? What's so interesting?" The girl pressed her nose against the glass, staring in. "Wow, look at that little kimono. That's pretty, gold and blue."
      <Kujuurou come inside you mustn't play in the dirt with those good clothes on>
      His breath hitched in his throat, and he reached out a hand to trail across the glass barrier holding him back from his past. He wanted to touch the old artifacts, to remember playing with those toys, looking at that jewelry. These were his things. His family's things.
      It had been such a long time. He had forgotten. He had forgotten not just this, but everything, thanks to Talpa. But especially this. After the fire, and the blood... the sharp glint of metal on flesh... on a gold and blue kimono...
      He had especially forgotten Kujuurou.
      The loud sound of someone clearing his throat jolted him back to the present. Cale twisted to look behind him as Chadih shrieked and jumped, pulling her face away from the glass sheepishly. Her hand shot out to twist nervously in his sleeve as they both regarded the short man who stood above them, glaring.
      "Can you not read?" he asked testily, waving at a sign on the wall. "Do Not Touch The Glass." The man, obviously the proprietor of the store, pushed between the two, brandishing a spray bottle and a towel. He squirted the case with the cleaner and wiped away the smudges, scowling.
      Cale shook his head once more, attempting to clear away the shock. The chemical smell of the glass cleaner filled his nose and made him feel like coughing. "Sorry," he apologized hastily. "These things, are they for sale?" He waved at the case, managing at the last moment not to touch it. He knew he had no money, but maybe Mia's golden rectangle could pay for this, too. Besides, they belong to me, they're mine, and they shouldn't be here in a case for anyone to have!
      "No. These artifacts are merely being displayed for the moment. They will be auctioned off to benefit the museum in a few days."
      He sighed in disappointment. "Oh. I see."
      "Do you collect antiques, perhaps?" The man blinked at him, obviously skeptical. "Perhaps you should consider attending the auction."
      Cale stammered slightly, "Ah, no... that is... these are Sasaki... heirlooms... and... and... and." His gaze swept across the things again, and he lost his train of thought as his mind insisted on dragging him back to the past. "And I'm a Sasaki," he finally whispered.
      "Hmm," the shopkeeper replied noncommittally.
      He clenched his hands into fists, his blue eyes fixated on the shine of his father's nodatchi. "Could I stay and just look for a while? I won't touch the glass."
      "You may stay and look for as long as you like. Make sure the girl doesn't touch anything."
      <hold the hilt tightly and be brave my son we will be together soon and no one can hurt you>
      He flushed a bit at both his nervousness and the sudden wrenching feelings the memory was bringing him. "Thank you very much!" he said intensely. The man raised an eyebrow at him momentarily and then turned and disappeared into a back room.
      "Cale?" Chadih queried softly in his ear. "Are you okay? Your heart is beating really fast." She put her hand on his shoulder, and he could feel himself calming down slightly. She clapped her other hand to her own heart and frowned. "Awful fast. That doesn't feel good at all."
      "I'm all right," he said absently. Mother... that day. Everything was so red... the fire, and the blood... red and dark... oh, it hurt my eye! The metal flashed... what about before?
     
He barely registered it as the bell of the front door of the shop dinged again. Chadih left his side, and he could hear her voice speaking to whoever had come in, could hear other voices that all blurred together with the ones coming from inside. He didn't know what they were saying, didn't care. His mother was talking... but what was she saying?
      "Cale," Dayus said, closer to his ear this time, "we'll be back for you later. We... know what's happening."
      <damn you my name is not Cale my name is Sasaki Kujuurou>
      Sekhmet's voice also chimed in from somewhere outside the mists. "It's a good thing, really. Take all the time you need."
      Cale closed his eyes to the shine of electric lights and glass cases, falling further and further back over the centuries. There was another ring of the bell over the door.
      And then the voices left him to the memory of a sunny spring day.

sensei - You probably know this one. In this case it means 'teacher'.
Kuru - This is not a word but a name.  Shuzu Kuru is Mia's husband in 'Ragnarok'.

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Part One