"Aria of Tears"
By Amanda Swiftgold
Hi everyone, welcome back. This version of the story will be different
than the first one but still based on the Ronins. This prologue takes place
before they're born and serves to introduce the character of Kintami Taia
(who hopefully will not take much of the spotlight away from the guys during
the fic).
This fic is kind of like a bridge between the four "Histories" fics about
the Warlords and "Ragnarok". The events covered in this fic also happen partially
in "Snake God" and "Soul Chains", and fully in "Heart of Darkness" and "A
Tangled Web". However, they're more in detail here.
This fic takes place in-between the first and second seasons of the TV
series; all I've done is use some Author Power to lengthen the span of time
between when the Ronins are enjoying their peace and quiet the episode after
they defeated Talpa the first time, and when Saranbo arrives to fight them.
So just shove this story in between the 'Whiteblaze's growling stomach' scene
and the one where Sage and Rowen are looking over the city, and there you
go (although Rowen will never be the same...). I hope you guys like this
as much this time around.
Prologue: Infinite Contain
"Pain - has an Element of Blank -
It cannot recollect
When it begun - or if there were
A time when it was not -
It has no Future - but itself -
It's Infinite contain
It's Past - enlightened to perceive
New Periods - of Pain."
--Emily Dickinson
Throne Room, Talpa's Dynasty, Earth Year 1944
Foolishness. What she was doing was utter foolishness. She had been resisting
the Dynasty's evil for almost four hundred years, and it had gotten her nothing
but pain.
"Yes!" the red-haired woman yelled at Talpa, standing alone amongst the children
who knelt below his throne. "The Ronin Warriors will return! They will return
and defeat you. You can't hold them back forever! You will make a mistake,
and then they'll get you!" Taia knew the words would come back to hurt her
as soon as they left her mouth.
Forget foolishness. That was sheer stupidity.
So why does she keep resisting? Dayus thought, exchanging a furtive glance
with Kayura, who merely rolled her eyes back at him, agreeing. The other
Warlords were apparently wondering the same thing; Sekhmet looked as if he
was trying not to rush out there and silence her however he could.
Talpa said nothing before letting loose with an electric quaking flash of
red energy. It hit the woman head-on, sending her back a step. She squeezed
her eyes closed to steel herself, clenching her fists tightly. It seemed
as if every nerve was screaming for him to stop, and he knew this, and he
loved to hear it as her body cried out in agony. She wouldn't let him win
wouldn't!
She only wished that he wasn't doing this where the children could see. Kiirvri
was here
and her pain would hurt him too, maybe enough to make him
protest. Then Talpa will punish him, and I couldn't stand that... that bastard
isn't above killing a child to prove-- Her thoughts were suddenly cut off
at a throb of pain that left her mind a spinning blank.
"Learn from this example," the Dynasty lord told his generals, hitting Taia
with more pain to make her cry out and accentuate his point. "When we take
this world, there will be no interference. The monk has been halted, and
the seer tells me there are no new Ronins. But it is not time yet. These
humans may do our work for us."
Taking the initiative, the white-haired Warlord replied for all of them,
"Understood, Master." The energy died away, leaving the woman before the
throne to bow her head, breathing heavily in the still, silent air. Talpa
waited, again saying nothing, letting the observers absorb what they had
seen.
The Warlord of Venom remained as quiet as he had been throughout the whole
viewing of the Mortal World, quite obviously trying not to look at Taia.
He knew that Sekhmet had some kind of attraction to the rebel -- it was hardly
a secret. Dayus wondered how long it would be before word got around that
he was sleeping with Kayura. The Dynasty was a place of dark and mystery,
but not when it came to people's lovers.
For her part, the newly-accepted warrior could only look derisively at Taia.
She had 'grown up', as it were, with the blood-haired woman, and had always
hated how she would never follow orders. She always has to act too pure,
too smart, to serve the master. Talpa has been all I've known, Kayura thought,
unconsciously fingering the large medallion she wore around her neck. How
can his way possibly be wrong?
Anubis, unlike the others, turned slightly to glance back at the screen,
watching the images of the mortals' war fly past his eyes. It was not war
as he knew it, the deadly weapons now even deadlier. But he knew they would
not all die, no matter what Talpa said. He turned his face back to his master,
keeping his thoughts to himself.
Despite his best intentions, all Cale could think was Why did I have to be
the one to bring her back? He sighed internally, waiting impatiently to be
dismissed. He knew Talpa was pausing to let Taia's punishment sink in, but
he had no intention whatsoever of disobeying his master and thus the lesson
was pointless.
"Return to your places, all of you," Talpa said finally, with an air of
satisfaction. "All but you, Taia. I wish to have a word with you."
Sekhmet frowned slightly, the aura of teleportation crackling around him.
When will the girl learn?
The Warlords and Kayura quickly vanished at their master's command, and unbidden
a few soldiers came forward to usher the children back to their dungeon.
Taia watched them file by, sadness in her heart as she thought of their innocent
lives ruined so they would be raised loyal to the demon lord of the Dynasty,
all because they possessed some kind of inherent powers.
The children would never grow up physically, not until Talpa decided they
could. However, the years they'd spent in the Netherworld had already stripped
them of their naiveté.
Only Taia and a young boy named Kiirvri could remember the way it had been,
remember being free, and only they of all the children struggled against
Talpa. That fact earned both of them marks of their rebellion: for her golden
engraved cuffs, and for the child a thin yet strong iron collar. With these
devices the two could be punished for even thinking traitorous thoughts,
and both had learned to control their reactions to things.
Taia was not much older than the boy she thought of as her son, and the woman
still counted herself as a child despite her grown-up appearance. But she
had matured despite the spirit lord's magic, both body and mind. He couldn't
keep me back, she thought, trying to keep her courage to fight. He can't
control me no matter what he does.
Her attempt at optimism wasn't working. The room seemed to loom about her
now as it never had before. She stood defiantly in front of her 'master'
even though her heart seemed to twist in fear. Talpa was angry. She could
feel his anger writhing around her like a tangible mist, and it scared her
incredibly. The cuffs around her wrists hung heavy, and Taia could almost
feel already the sparking that would come from them to hurt her.
"How dare you!" Talpa snarled, and she stared transfixed at the mask, at
the pseudo-lips that never moved. "You will resist me no longer, girl. Either
you will bow before me and declare your loyalty to the Dynasty, or you will
die!"
She clenched her fists and glared at him. If only she had some kind of weapon.
If there was anything in reach that she could use to direct her powers at
him from a distance
then maybe she could injure him enough to be able
to escape. Attacking would be the only way, for she knew the demon would
not respond to a Song of sleep or of control. But even as the thought crossed
her mind, she knew it was hopeless. She was no match for Talpa's powers,
even in spirit form as he was.
"You have one chance," he told her. "Serve me willingly and you will be spared
the pain."
Taia looked down at the floor, hanging her head. For some, an easy choice,
but for her it was none at all. "Kill me. I will not serve you."
He barely paused before unleashing his fury on her through her cuffs. Her
body went into sudden seizures without warning, her muscles cramping
involuntarily and sending her to the ground. Worse than any mortal pain,
Talpa's wrath sent the woman writhing on the floor, screaming at the top
of her lungs.
She could have found no words to describe the sensations of the pain. It
seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere; first in her stomach, then her
lungs and heart, and then in her head so badly she could feel her eyes rolling
back without her control.
The demon laughed shortly, his eyes lighting with the insane scarlet fire
of twin setting suns. "Death is too good for you! In your stupidity you have
caused me trouble from the start. No more! You will be broken!"
At this point she was willing to agree. Anything to stop this. Anything.
But she opened her mouth and curses fell from her lips, that despite being
said through sharp whimpers had no less of an effect. The light of Talpa's
eyes flared, and Taia's body bucked on the ground as if electrocuted. Blood
trickled from her mouth, almost inexplicably for she had no visible wounds.
Finally, she fell unconscious and stilled, a twitching in her limbs the only
movement in the dark throne room. Talpa regarded her as she laid there. The
woman's skin was even more pale in the flickering blue light of the sparse
candles, her hair spread about her like a bloody scarf.
He had broken her. It was almost a thing of amazement, but that would be
foolish to believe. They all were crushed beneath him, in the end. Her fading
life smelled sweet as it left her; death was so delicious. He had tasted
it countless times and never tired of it. He let out a self-satisfied laugh
that permeated his castle, all the walls of the place resounding in kind
as if he had just told the most wonderful joke.
Talpa called for Anubis
so loyal and true he was, even if he did think
too much. "Return her to the dungeon," he ordered, laughing once more. "The
banshee's screams of rebellion are no more."
"Yes, Master," he replied, bending to lift her into his arms and frowning
in annoyance as her blood smeared across the smooth surface of his slate-blue
subarmor. So she is not dead... I don't believe that she actually did swear
fealty to him, not looking as beaten as this... so whyever would Master Talpa
keep her alive?
The Warlord did not voice his questions, instead teleporting to the children's
dungeon. There he laid her down on the nearest sleeping mat, ignoring the
gazes of the other children and the stunned, horrified cry that came from
one of them. The dark-haired child ran towards him, his tearful sobs annoying
to Anubis's ears. He kicked the boy back with a stern warning to shut up,
crouching down to check her for life once more.
Taia's eyelids fluttered, her dark brown eyes flicking about to take in her
surroundings. They focused on his face, but he saw no sign of recognition
there. Slowly, she fell asleep again, almost against her will, never making
a sound.
Anubis stood up thoughtfully, knowing that in response to a trauma the human
brain often shut down or retreated inward. She would likely be no better
than an infant now. A pity, but understandable... she was a failure from
the start. The Warlord teleported away. His job was done.
Children's Dungeon, Talpa's Dynasty, Earth Year 1973
It was dark. She hated the dark, hated it completely. The dark was like Talpa.
It was his ally and companion. Why people were expected to sleep in the dark
was beyond her, but the children would not let her keep a candle, despite
the fact that its light was dim.
Taia moved slightly closer to Kiirvri, the boy's small figure curled up under
a blanket. He slept deeply, his mouth open. He was dreaming, she could tell,
although she could only hope they were good dreams.
She didn't like to sleep much anymore because of the dark and because of
the dreams. It was not that they were nightmares, but they were just so strange
that she always woke up feeling bewildered. She was beginning to hate that
man in the stupid hat; his face was always shaded so she couldn't see it.
It was as if someone had started to rub him out of existence but had never
finished.
It was hard to sleep, too, after the excitement of the party. The next children
after Kayura had been deemed ready to be grown up and take their places as
minions of the master. The two boys, Saranbo and Kokuyoen, were honored with
a small celebration. They were sleeping in their own separate room that night,
away from the other children. Tomorrow they would have quarters of their
own in the main castle.
If I train hard then Talpa will let me leave here and serve him, she thought,
yawning hugely. But a small voice in her head contradicted that, telling
her that Talpa was evil and it was wrong to serve him. Well, I can't move
up until Kiirvri does, she rationalized, stroking the boy's dark hair. Upon
that thought, she snuggled in closer to him and fell asleep.
She was surrounded by the fog that came from being among the clouds -- or
rather, inside a cloud. Taia groaned at seeing this. "Damn it, it's him again,"
she griped, waiting for the stupid white tiger to come take her away to the
stupid old monk who would just tell her the same stupid things about resisting
and freedom. That would only get her punished; any idiot knew that. But
apparently, Mr. Monk did not.
The brown-eyed tiger was suddenly at her side, taking her ragged kimono sleeve
in his teeth and pulling at her. "You don't have to drag me," she informed
him, sliding onto the animal's furry, muscular back. "Let's just get this
over with."
The ride was always so smooth that it seemed like they were just standing
still while someone dragged the clouds past them. Before she even knew it
the tiger stopped in front of the tall white-haired man. Taia looked straight
at where his face would be and sighed
nothing.
"Thank you, White Blaze," the man said, stroking the tiger's head. He held
out a hand to the woman as she slid off the animal's back, but she ignored
it, sandaled feet seemingly held up by the wisp of cloud she stood on. The
monk apparently wasn't offended, but she couldn't be sure.
She scowled, crossing her arms. "Why am I here again, old man?" she asked
crossly. Maybe if she was rude enough he would let her go and stop bothering
her. "I've told you once already, I'm not going to fight Talpa! I may not
like him but I know better than to fight him. Isn't that what the Ronin Warriors
are supposed to do?"
"The Ronins will defeat Talpa," the monk conceded, the staff in his hand
jingling with a soft, magical music.
What a beautiful melody, she thought, listening to its complex tones. She
could get lost in that song if she let herself. That might be the point.
Taia shook her head, letting her sense of the song fade away. "Assuming Talpa
hasn't killed them again," she put in viciously, knowing the fate of some
of the previous teams of Ronins. The monk frowned, causing a satisfied smirk
to appear on her face.
"Taia," he said, his deep voice a sigh, "I didn't bring you here to verbally
spar with you. I've been trying to tell you something through these dreams
that I had hoped you would take to heart and use for your own good, and for
the good of the other children of the Dynasty."
"The children?" she said, cocking her head to the side. "How can I help the
children? They love Talpa like a father. They'd do anything for him, including
killing me."
The monk took a step toward her, and automatically the red-haired woman jerked
backwards. The backs of her legs hit something solid and she shrieked, stumbling
against the tiger's side. The large cat gazed at her with such a human-like
expression of surprise that she just had to laugh as she straightened herself
up.
The man shook his head sadly. He has nearly ruined her with his pain. If
I can only reach deep inside, find her soul where it's hiding... "Taia, you
have the power to free them. Tao Fuki," he said firmly, grasping her shoulders.
She blinked. "The Way of dying?"
He practically groaned in impatience; she didn't think he did that often.
"That is one meaning of it, but not your meaning. Your Way is freedom, Taia."
He paused momentarily. "There are two children that are to be grown and accepted
as Talpa's men."
"Saranbo and Kokuyoen," she breathed, eyes growing wide as the monk stared
at her. A sudden blue flash from under the shadow of the hat he wore
were those his eyes? They were strangely not frightening
"You have the power to free them," he said, suddenly fading into the shadows.
It was if he was getting further and further away, and the tiger too. The
darkness surrounded her as she fell from the clouds
falling without
end. "You can free them from Talpa's power forever!" was the last that she
heard.
Taia sat upright with a start, the monk's words ringing in her ears. Her
breath came quickly, the room seeming incredibly hot. She could free them
she could do it now! Before they left the children's dungeon, before they
were out of her reach forever. She could make them safe from Talpa permanently.
She shoved away the blanket and slid quietly off her mat, tiptoeing away
from the sleeping children. The training hall was in the next room, and she
made her way in there as quickly and silently as she could. There were patrols
of soldiers about, but they were never very vigilant down here.
The first thing she saw was a small knife, and she picked it up, holding
it tightly in front of her. Nothing was going to get in her way.
The soldier heard the movement in the room and turned to follow. However,
as it made a move to go in, it was suddenly stopped in its tracks. The soldier
said nothing -- it couldn't say anything anyway -- but its spectral eyes
widened as it saw who had stopped it.
"Do not interfere," Badamon said, his green-blue skin shining with a luminosity
of its own. The spirit hovered stately in the doorway, his hands folded in
front of him. "Perhaps this will work out even better than expected."
The soldier looked fearfully at the lord of the Netherspirits and then turned
as if to continue its rounds. However, as it got around the corner, its limited
intelligence told it to inform someone of what was happening, and so it went
up, into the castle proper. Maybe the Warlords would be interested in the
proceedings below.
The two boys were sleeping in another adjacent room off the training hall,
and she moved stealthily toward it, feeling her way through the darkness.
The room itself was lit by one low blue-flamed candle, which would slowly
burn itself out any time now.
They looked so peaceful as they laid there asleep in their room, sprawled
out across the mats and dreaming quiet dreams. It will be much easier to
free them if they don't wake up shouting, she mused. Talpa still has them
under his control, but that won't last much longer.
She wanted to stroke their hair, to kiss them the way they would never let
her before. She had always been a rebel, always been different from all of
them. But to show them she loved them the way she truly did would wake them
up, and they would surely protest because Talpa had brainwashed them.
She pondered for a moment and then opened her mouth, choosing the notes of
the spell carefully as she Sang the two boys into the deep state of a coma.
Taia's eyes glittered in anticipation; that old man had said she'd be able
to free them, tonight. The time was right. Her Way was freedom.
Her Way was freedom. Tao Fuki. The path was clear, the time was here. Her
Way was freedom. So it had been spoken. Tao Fuki. Tao Fuki.
Taia chanted the phrase over and over until it lost meaning, and even then
she still continued it. A pearly white light seemed to pass over her vision.
It wavered and flickered as if it were waiting for direction, but receiving
none it turned itself inward.
She felt blind, but continued her chant, bending to lift Saranbo's sleeping
form up into her arms. He would not serve Talpa. He would be the first to
be free. "Tao Fuki," she whispered as the world seemed to be engulfed in
the white light that shone in her head. "Tao Fuki. Tao Fuki. Tao Fuki."
For a moment there was nothing but the iridescent blindness, but that ended
as slow bloody roses formed in the middle of the whiteness, like death on
snow. The roses grew and the roses bloomed in the heat of the light and the
way of their freedom.
"Tao Fuki. Tao Fuki. Tao Fuki!" Taia called, flinging her head back with
the joy of the cry. She could rebel again, and damn Talpa's punishments!
If only he weren't blinding her with that white light
trying to confuse
her with it, instead of using the darkness that he was. She slung Saranbo's
limp body over her shoulder, eyes wide and staring at the mist-crimson pearly
light, gathering up Kokuyoen from where he lay.
Laughter bubbled forth from her lips, wild and crazy laughter, uncaring.
Free. Free as her children, free from evil and the Dynasty and free from
Talpa forevermore. "Tao Fuki!" she laughed into the red of her surroundings
as the roses sucked the light away from her eyes and they were all she could
see. "And we are free! The Way
is mine!"
She opened her eyes then - they had been closed? - and the blood roses were
gone away. So that in the darkness of the Dynasty castle around her, there
was only her. There was only her for the boys had escaped and were free.
"They're free," she stated, looking up as the wispy shade named Badamon came
into view in front of her. The four outlines belonging to the Dark Warlords
were in the doorway at her left, coming into the room. She didn't recognize
this room, but she recognized them. Why did they stare at her so? She might
not have escaped, but Saranbo had, and Kokuyoen too.
"They're free," she repeated in their direction, making sure they knew. And
I will free the rest and then I'll be free, for this is my Way. This is my
Way.
No other words were spoken, but Badamon glowed. Taia's world ended, but she
was satisfied.
Tao Fuki. Her children had been freed.